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Okay, so you guys.... Diabetics aren't suppose to eat to much sugar or else their sugar will get to high, right? Lately, my grandmother has been eating to many paydays, and on Saturday, she swore off of them and anything else sweet for a WHILE; this was said in front of me, my mom, and my little brother. Sunday evening, I went and got myself some Honeybuns to take to school with me every Tuesday (My School Day). She owed this to me, because last time, her and my little brother ate every single one. Keep in mind, this is a freaking eight pack of sugary glazed honey buns okay? Now, before I went into the store Sunday, she kept asking me to get her a payday and I kept telling her no. It feels like whenever she gets sick, I'm held responsible SOME HOW. So, I get my honeybuns and I hide them where she can't find them; in my room somewhere....

20 Minutes ago, she calls me and asks me for one of my honeybuns, and she puts on this pitiful face and begs and pleads and begs some fucking more. I continue tot tell her no, call my mom and she says no to. So Grandma starts bitching at how mean we are to her, and how we don't love her and all this shit. I mean, come on! If I give her one of these buns she'll get fucking sick and it'll be all my fault, and I'll feel worse than I do now. Why the hell am I a bad guy for keeping her to her own damn word? I can see if me and mom told her she couldn't do it, but she sat there in our faces and said she wouldn't do it herself...


Am I a bad person for trying to look out for my grandmother's well being? She's 72 years old, and I want her to live past 92. But she refuses to listen to anyone, and goes on this whole thing about, "Fine I'll buy my own. I only want one and your being stingy" This is so not fair. I slammed my door, and sitting here, typing up this angry message for anyone who gives a rats ass about it.



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